will the world end? someday, maybe. does this mean that it's the end of humanity? nope. if we work together and fight for our lives, we may survive, somehow. sure, some are gonna die, no doubt. but there are still gonna be others who'll survive. i truly believe the world will end one day. but i hope it won't end soon. cos it'll suck if it did. i would have studied for nothing. sides, there's a whole bunch of people i don't wanna leave, yet. it'll be fun to wake up on 1st January 2013 and laugh saying, we survived the '2012 apocalyspe'. yea. anws, thanks to 2012, i have a new inspiration of a video, YATTA! off to work~

i'm bored. i've never been this bored before. ever since i finished studying what i needed to and finished making my video and read all the latest chapter of my manga and fanfic, i've been so bored! i even tried reading ouran from the start but one can only take reading 30 chapters a day. even tv is boring. i've watched all my anime already and cartoons and I'M SO BORED!! i dont have any inspiration for making any new videos, im sick of studying (i've done it for quite a while), and my manga and fanfic aint being updated! MAH! will some inspiration to do something hit me already?? this is the most serious case of boredom i've ever experienced.

it's up! it's up! my vid is up! (yes, the shameless publicity is still going on.) so im left with one more paper before i stop studying (till the end of the year). i think the first thing i should do is update my twitter account. it's kinda...dead? u might say? eh heh heh. oh yea, i've decided to add music to my blog for a while and see how it goes. though i was debating which song to use. 'young' by hollywood undead, 'mata ashita' by the main voice actors from ouran or this one; 'u and ur hand' by pink. anw, if the first thing you do is hit the 'pause' button, please tell me and if majourity wishes so, i'll take it off. tagboard's back too! haha. 2012's poster puzzles me. i see a hand. or rather the debris kinda forms up into a hand, scary. will that really happen 3 years from now? if it's so, then i think i studied for nothing, haha nah. this may be optimism but i think earth won't die by 2012. it'll be funny if i watch the movie and post something contradicting to this. but as of now, i firmly believe that the earth would not die. still, i'll treasure moments:) ttfn~

it's too sad. seriously, gakuen alice, ouran, they're all sad. and the next issues won't come out till late november! well, the timing has been convinient so i can study, but i still wanna know what's gonna happen!! somebody get me a time machine! haha. so o's are gonna end real soon. 2 more papers and im done with studying, yeah! till the end of the year at least, pfft. so how about kicking off the start of the holidays with a movie about the destruction of the world, 2012? yea, that would really bring out the optimism in people. but looking at the trailer, i cant wait to see the effects full view with surround sound systems! sweetness~ it's like G.I JOE all over again. oh yea, watch out for my upcoming video on youtube! (yes, i'm promoting) it's my first amv so go easy on me! it'll be out this week. ttfn!~

let's start again!back to level one. yes, i haven't updated my blog and yes, i deleted my posts. why? cos i felt like it, heh. BAKA.
'o' levels day two. well, i found the math paper a HUNDRED TIMES easier than our prelim. haha. every question was do-able, to me at least. yesterday, english was interesting. i like paper 2. all of us were dead tired in the mid-afternoon and about to take a train to lalaland and poof! it's passages about dreams! excellent! well whatever cambridge wants to throw at me tomorrow, I'M READY FOR IT!
so once people are rendered 'useless', they're disposed off. they're disregarded. is that how the cycle works? useful, useless. are those the only two types of people in the world? humans are weak, but we can become strong. so what if i fail? i just have to do it again don't i? afterall, what doesn't kill you makes you stonger. i'll just continue to fight the good fight. i'll follow my own path and do my best, knowing that one day i'll look behind and say with satisfaction: 'wow, i've really gone far.'

so today i've graduated. is it goodbye? according to what hung said, there's no goodbye. heh. i was thinking about my time in peirce, and i figured everything happened for a reason. failures, successes, hatred, love, fun times, depressing times. and that's what made me who i am today. cheesy? well that's my true feelings on this. there are definitely moments i would like to hold onto. like the suanings. heh. those were comical. the gay times. disgusting but kinda cute and funny. the death glares, the gossip, it all matters, somehow. heh. i'll be saving the graduation presents for when we next meet to collect our o level results. that's the real 'goodbye'. and i know the perfect gift:) so may we all just do well for o's and get it over and done with. i would say 'goodbye and good riddance', but no. i'll say this instead: 'Nankurunaisa (nan-kuru-nai-sah). Live for today but look forward to tomorrow, and don't forget to smile. Cos whatever will be, will be.' (taken from Blood+)